No One Else Can Feel It For You

It feels like a relaxing day (: But then, I remember promising myself that I should get down to serious doing-Chinese thing. And I guess that's what I'm going to do, after amusing myself with the computer. I feel really bad spending so much time here and yet I can't seem to do anything about it. Or maybe I just don't want to.

Really hope that I won't screw up tomorrow. And I just remembered that for tuition tomorrow, she's going to give us some test thing to do. A bit la, I'm not even prepared for Chinese how can I even be prepared for her test. Get things straight.

Oh and I realized something from mass. It's like as though I'm blind, not blind literally la. Like I seem to have lost my sense of direction. Lost sight of life's goal. So maybe that's why life may seem to be so meaningless most of the time. Some way, somehow, I'm going to un-blind myself.

I know there are things I can do, only I don't know what. Probably I'll find out in time to come, and yet again, probable I will never find out.

1:20 PM;