My Remedy
you know what? i think having to eat drowsy medicine isn't such a bad thing. it helps you sleep better (: like normally at night, i'll have to stay up for a loooong while before i can finally drift off to Slumberland.
but nowadays i don't have a problem going to sleep :D and it's like a wonderful feeling. i think sleeping is the best thing laaaaaa. ahha.
i'm feeling guilty for not studying for my Chemistry exam tomorrow. like what the hell. i know i should be studying, i know i have to study. but then, it's like i don't have a goal to achieve. okay, except for the basic reason to get promoted. but i guess that's not a strong enough a motivation. or maybe it just died off after tackling so many papers. it just sucks.
facing all the papers drag my mood down and make me think so much that i don't think i have the brain space to absorb the things i'm staring in front of me. there's so many things to study and i don't know.. i'm not running out of time. i just, don't want to study.
get me out of this shithole ):