this morning's english paper one of eoys were fine i guess. only my brain wasn't generating creative juice so i guess it's either i just scrap a pass or fail. if i fail this paper, i might as well just have dug my own grave.
but who cares. half a paper down and that's something worth being glad about. it's also nice to leave school early :D when the bus and train were so empty. it feels nice in its own way. maybe in its own weird way.
Wanting's over again and we're studying History. since our test is tomorrow. i better pass this test or i will just knock my head against the wall or something. it's like, i bother to put in the effort and if it doesn't pay off, i know very well that subsequently i will just give up or not even start in anything else i do. and i really don't what that to happen.
we've been studying for well over two hours right now and i'm not absorbing anything in anymore. i need a break. i really can't wait for the end of next week, with only one more paper to go. it'll be really wonderful when eoys are finally over. it's only a matter of time before we get our results back.
but who cares la huh, until then, i shall not give a damn. i do hope things go well. i'm trying, i really am.
